In Isaiah 65:6 NIV, we read, “And all of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind, our sins sweep us away.”
Well, that sounds harsh.
Good deeds like volunteering in food kitchens or collecting trash from the roadside, fight hunger and pollution. Good deeds attack the trashy elements of our culture, much like a wash rag removes dust and dirt from our homes. Of course those rags get filthy, but does that make what we do with those rags no better than sins? Don’t all good people go to heaven? A philanthropic atheist may have a point when he asks a church going parishioner why he doesn’t tithe.
Another World
A Visit to an Operating Room
Heaven must be wildly different from anything we can conjure up. We know a few things about it, though. It is full of wondrous sights, sounds, smells, and creatures we can only imagine, and we hope, our loved ones. We also know nothing impure or sinful can exist in its rarefied space.
In a tiny way, I see a similarity between heaven and an operating room. An operating room is unlike any other room we encounter. Despite bacteria laden humans, the instruments and surfaces holding them, are germ-free. No bacteria are allowed in those areas as are no sins allowed in heaven. (No, the surgeon is NOT God.)
A Few Rules
I’m going to steal this analogy from my nursing background. I’ve done a few stints in the operating room, so let me set the stage to make my point that the values are different there.
There are at least two nurses involved in a surgical procedure. The “circulating” nurse is not sterile (in the bacterial sense). He or she does not scrub from fingers to elbows, nor does she wear a sterile gown over her scrubs. She wears a mask (as all who are present in the operating room do).
The other nurse scrubs, wears a sterile gown, gloves, and her role is to assist the surgeon, usually by handing him/her instruments.
There are two sterile table coverings, one atop the other, on the table that holds the instruments. Everything from the table edge, and the doctors/nurses sterile gowns from waist down, is considered “contaminated.” That’s why those who “scrubbed” hold their sterile gloved hands together near their upper chest when not engaged in the operation. The back of the sterile gown is considered contaminated. So when one passes another in the operating room, they do it back to back.
The circulating nurse opens the coverings of the sterile instruments over the table and lets the contents just fall onto it. The “scrubbed” nurse will arrange the contents with sterile gloved hands touching sterile instruments. Sterile can only touch sterile.
Instruments
That’s the choreography in the room. Now, to make instruments, gowns, table coverings sterile. Some items arrive sterile from the factory. Other things, like instruments, need to be re-sterilized after use. The staff washes and then wraps them in a cloth. They place the washed and wrapped instruments in an autoclave to kill all bacteria under extremely high heat and pressure.
Only then can they be used again in surgery. Otherwise, they still would be too filthy to be used.
Back to Isaiah’s Analogy
No matter how much of a clean freak I may be in my home (okay, friends, stop laughing), or on what cycle I wash my cleaning rag, it remains too dirty for an operating room.
The operating room is not the same environment as my home, no matter how clean. If one wanted to use my clean rag in the operating room, it would need sterilization in the autoclave. If we compare the operating room to heaven, where God dwells, then the autoclave represents Christ’s sacrifice on the cross. Only by that cleansing can my sins (filthy rag) be clean enough for God’s presence.
Good deeds and generosity make this a better world. But in God’s Kingdom, only that which is made pure through Jesus and His sacrifice, our autoclave, is welcome.
My best is not good enough without Jesus. It’s a dangerous philosophy to believe good deeds can earn us any rewards beyond this temporal world.
This is why we have faith, not to mention hope!
Thanks Sue for taking me back when I did the OR. Either one liked it or didn’t, when I taught the girls to scrub I reminded them that some would like it and others would not. I said it was OK not all people like the same thing. Just do your best for the doctor and patient. Like faith, we are all given the opportunity to either accept His free gift of salvation or not. We must acknowledge we are sinners and need to be washed clean of our sins. Simple faith for some is hard to accept. Take that step and put your trust in Jesus and let him and the Holy Spirit do their work. As for me I still put things in order in my refrigerator which drives my hubby nuts. Some learned habits are hard to break. LOL
PS, I always said a prayer for the patient and doctor before we began our case.
Yes, the OR is either your happy place or NOT. Those nurses were lucky it was your happy place!
I’ll bet that prayer was as powerful as the surgeon’s skill. Thanks for sharing.
I am happy you are happy with your faith in God, prayer, and other human attempts to explain life and afterlife. If it helps people, I am for it. After all, I was raised in a great Roman Catholic family. However, born rebellious to all authority- a DNA attribute, I believe- I question all and any authoritarian approaches to the answers to my being alive and being dead. I felt very alone in this innate, and almost universally degraded position. Yet, the corruption scandals, the child abuse scandals, doctrines that punished and shamed, historical proof of extreme violence, and collaboration with fascist killers, certainly has born out my skepticism to the point where I cannot trust human driven religious answers to have anything to do with the divine questions. Peace, and thank you for your website.
Thank you for sharing, Edward. I can totally relate to your fury at authoritarian and scandalous religions that MAN (not God) created, and that destroy Christ’s message in His name, to boot! I don’t think we humans are smart enough to answer divine questions, either. I do trust the Bible and spending time in prayer and meditation. I do find peace, strength and even some answers! Because I’m far from the person I should be, it helps to join others like myself – and that’s why I go to church. We bond and walk along side each other as friends who trust the same God.
I too am a rebel (and REALLY know where you’re coming from). Although raised a Catholic, now attend a Lutheran Church. (Martin Luther was a rebel after my own heart.) I could belong to any denomination that brings me to the foot of the cross. It is in Christ ONLY we find salvation and not in the mess we call “religion.” All the evils you describe…..the church must confess “guilty.” But I think it’s the work of Satan, infiltrating the ONE path to salvation. And that’s Jesus Christ. No theological treatise, no rules, no laws. Just His teaching and surrendering to Him only.
Please continue to share your thoughts. You make very good points that we should examine!You certainly are not alone.